Sleeping Beauty on Indian Celluloid

ECHOSTREAM
01 March, 2011

You star in its desi remake,

your father has a fox trot,

a French beard. Not crude

country bumpkin, just cruel.

Princes who come riding

to seek your hand return

without legs. Not dead,

just dressed as deterrents.

You try suicide to sleep off

such horror. Coma gifts you

a lover, carrying him over

on a crow’s wing.

You give yourself to this man,

like you are giving yourself to rain.

Love lights up like lightning

and you scream in sleep.

Your father’s abuses arrive

like thunderstorms. Driven

to incessant doubt, he gives up

his ghost with a cardiac arrest.

Taking your best friend’s help

you trace your lover through

Facebook. Your story ends up

on a clapboard.

The director names you Usha;

sunrise. You are something

the world has never seen,

he says and reveals that

The lover’s role is played

by a politician’s grandson.

You are convinced

this is your big break.


Meena Kandasamy  is a poet, writer, activist and translator. She has published two collections of poetry, Touch and Ms. Militancy.