A Silence Louder than Bombs

Life in Lebanon through half a decade of crises

Children play at sunset on the beach in Sour, less than twenty kilometres from the Israeli border, on 8 September 2024. The mountain behind them is the southernmost point in Lebanon before the Blue Line.
Children play at sunset on the beach in Sour, less than twenty kilometres from the Israeli border, on 8 September 2024. The mountain behind them is the southernmost point in Lebanon before the Blue Line.
01 November, 2024

About five years ago, Lebanon entered a new chapter, one marked by a chaos that only seemed to worsen with each passing moment. The protests known as thawra, meaning revolution in Arabic, the financial collapse, the COVID-19 pandemic, the August 2020 blast at Beirut’s port, the banking system’s collapse—all these events blended together, overlapping and entangling, making it impossible to process one without the others. I reached a point where I could not distinguish what to grieve for anymore, much less identify which trauma was affecting me the most.

Some argue that the silos located in Beirut’s port—that were destroyed during the explosion on 4 August 2020—should be taken down, out of safety concerns, but also replaced with another monument honouring the victims.

So, I turned to what I knew best—taking pictures. As a photographer and journalist, my responsibility was to document. But beyond that, as a citizen, I photographed to process, to reflect and to attempt to make sense of it all. I was unable to comprehend what was unfolding before my eyes unless I froze those moments, preserving them to revisit on my own terms.

Thousands of tons of ammonium nitrate had been left in Beirut’s port since 2013. It came in contact with hazardous material, which led to the explosion on 4 August 2020. The next day, the city was a maze of debris and destruction.